Beru's Haven

Trying to live as normal a life while knowing I have cancer...

Thursday, March 23, 2006

Stay Focused

I refocused a little while going to bed last night, and I've woken up in a better mood. Now, I'm not claiming that I'm 100% better- that just isn't really possible with everything I've been going through- but I've snapped out of some of it a bit.
Last night I was considering deleting the blog- either parts of it, or the whole thing. A couple of friends convinced me not to, stating that it was okay to be honest and open about things. I'm still not sure if that's right on such a public scale. Feeling the way I am already, to add my emotions to be out there further? Well, it's quite a step.
Took a whirlpool bath downstairs. Some of my mother's things are still around down there- so I have avoided the tub- but I didn't today. Another step.


At 4:12 AM, Anonymous shanan said...

baby steps are all you can do. listen to your heart. you dont need to be in a rush to go through your moms things. with everything your going through its understandable to be not 100%. Use your blog as a means of therapy. I get a lot out of your blog. Please stay!!


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