Beru's Haven

Trying to live as normal a life while knowing I have cancer...

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

Feeling a little better...

Oh, I'm still emotional. I've got all these things to deal with, and it's only healthy to release some of the emotions. Anger. Guilt. Sadness. The sooner it is dealt with, the sooner perhaps life can return to a more "normal" routine.
Hopefully the cancer is going to continue to shrink and I'll be able to return to work once I'm closer to being cured. I have so many things to still do around the house, too. Honestly, I haven't pushed some of it, because I think it's still a little fresh and it's upsetting to go through and get rid of some of my mother's things. I'm going to probably enlist help from a friend to get through it.
I need to get through some of these emotions first though.
Anyway, I have two movies in from Netflix- so I need to go watch them.
I saw the Chris Rock latest stand-up show on HBO around a week ago. I might order "The Longest Yard"- hopefully it's good. I also have the 4th season of "Charmed" to watch. I've gotten through the first disc. This is where Prue dies and the new half-sister comes in. I didn't know how they changed actresses- so that was interesting. Also, one of the actors at the con last weekend was on that first disc- but somehow I didn't put two and two together that it was him. I guess I had other things on my mind last week.
The actor, Ken Feinberg, asked if Mike and I were related- said we looked alike. Told him we were a couple, not related. We probably have the same haircut though - hehehehe...
Aidan is doing well, by the way... he's just playing as usual... he gets his graduation photo taken on Friday. Next year it'll be the big school. He took a shower the other day and he's getting so tall- it's hard to believe that he was once the little baby I laid on the floor and sang songs to...
I'm sure other mothers out there can relate... And "Chicken Little" came out on DVD yesterday, and he wants it- so I guess I'll be getting that for him... sounds like a movie and pizza date for us soon...

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