Beru's Haven

Trying to live as normal a life while knowing I have cancer...

Monday, January 09, 2006

My Horoscope for today reads...

A delivery of some kind that you were expecting to come from far away might be delayed, Beru, causing you to wonder if it might have been lost. It hasn't - it's just delayed. Unfortunately, there's not much you can do but wait. Mechanical equipment could also go out of whack, necessitating calling in a repairman. This could set you back some and make you antsy. Try to find something else to do!
Hmm... well, you know that once a month paycheck for long term disability? It hasn't shown up- turns out they had my old address- so I'm hoping my forwarding thing will catch it. I called LTD today because I found a form that I was supposed to fill out and send to them. My case manager said she just got an e-mail today that another company they hired had failed contacting me- so that got straightened out. The other company is going to help me file for Social Security disability.
Oh, and as far as mechanical equipment goes- we have a water leak out front. Sigh. At least I'm at home, and that bill will be something Dad will take care of.
Went to the bank today and deposited some $, went to Target to get a prescription refilled, pick up some socks, got Aidan some pj's since they had some on clearance, some Aquafina (my water of choice), some SoftSoap and I think that's it. Dad went with me since he wanted to go to the bookstore next to Target. He picked up a few books for himself and "Angels and Demons" by Dan Brown for me. He offered to get me a book, as he likes to keep up with a promise he made me when I was young that he would always buy me books no matter what. I haven't read DaVinci Code (by Dan Brown), but Andrea said that this other was good. I just hope I can read it and lose myself in it and not be distracted by other thoughts and problems.
I was in bed last night SLEEPY SLEEPY at 12:15, yet it took me 4 hours to fall asleep. Frustrating. And I was on meds, so I don't know what the problem was. I just never could get a deep sleep going.
Roger says his frequent flier miles are open for All-Con, so he's going to do that. I told him it's more like a big party than a regular convention. I hope he'll have fun. I wish I could get some other people to come down for it, too, but I haven't been able to convince anyone.
Well, I guess I better get some more things done today. We were going to go to Sam's after Target and Books-a-Million (yes, I played with the pink fuzzy balls there), but I was hurting so bad walking around that we came home- since I didn't take my pain pills this morning- naughty, naughty me... I want to get some of this stuff organized though, otherwise I'm going to need to have some therapy from the insanity of the mess... well, messy to me...


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