Beru's Haven

Trying to live as normal a life while knowing I have cancer...

Sunday, May 22, 2005

Revenge of the Bitch

Okay, so I'm in a really bitchy mood today. I admit it. So, what else to do but Blog? My poor, neglected blog that no one knows about.
I was having lunch with my friends M and A the other weekend, and A asked if we had blogs, and M laughed because she knows I have one- just that no one knows about it. It's rather neglected. I'm vowing to make it better though. And hopefully get some responses so I know that people are reading! What's the point of people coming to your blog if you never update it, right? So, what's it about? Well, seemingly my pathetic love life. And Star Wars. And somehow the two tend to overlap. sigh.
Anyway, so Revenge of the Sith came out this past week. I loved it! I went to the Plano Cinemark Legacy to see a DLP preview at 7:30PM. I took a couple friend of mine, and I had an extra pass, but being single- it got no good use. Unfortunately, we were in line next to a real loser, and he kept talking to me and trying to 'get to know me' and kept saying "I can't believe you are single"... so, I went looking for someone to save me from having to talk to this guy for hours more... a married guy who is a friend of a friend wanted to go, but his friend told him not a good idea- and I definitely agreed- so then they asked a guy next to them if he was single... and his response "I don't want a girlfriend"... dude, I'm not asking to go steady- I just want someone to stand in line with me who is cool, that I can talk to, and not have to deal with Mr. Fortysomething live-role action playing Vampire, I forgot my Magick cards... my friends in line for midnight were too hyped up to see it at midnight, and one who wanted to go got guilted into not doing so... bummer... But the movie was great!
Went to the midnight show locally, and had 4 fan boys take me into line with them. They were really cool. I slept during part of the movie the second time though. Oh, and I cried.
Anyway, my love life? still sucks... guys take things way too seriously, and I haven't really met a decent guy in a while... I think they are decent, but no, they go and prove they are just a jerk like the others... drives me nuts... so for the last month I've dealt with several guys and each one a disappointment... know what they have in common? fan boys... so, I'm giving them up...
Oh, and this "I'm a happily married man" business? next time I hear that I'm running for the hills because it always seems to be followed by nothing that turns out good... So, if you are married, don't tell me you have an "innocent crush" on me- we both know it's not that innocent...
Respect. That's what I'd like to see a guy give. Is it so hard? is it just not programmed into their brains? Or is it just that they aren't thinking with them anyway?
You know, don't tell me how much you adore me to just flip out and then practically ignore me and then when you want attention you suddenly make another move out of nowhere... you lost me several days before when you acted like I was diseased or something...
And don't flirt with me physically and then pretend like nothing happened when you know I have a crush on you.
And if you actually are a decent and respectful guy- then what is wrong with approaching me, just because you are scared of what MIGHT happen... I don't bite... usually...
If you never take chances, you'll never grow... but it seems there is a reason they are called fan "boys"...
If anything, I need a real man... but even that I'm highly doubting at this point...

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